ldskgh hey look I have a face
I’m so glad it’s nearly summer, though. The trees are green and the weather is warm and comfortable. Except when it’s really humid. :c
Welcome to my blog my name is Angel and this is what I do
I just wanna go back to my dad’s house. I feel like I’m trapped here.
Weekends, for me, are supposed to be a break from stress and school. Being at my mom’s house in NOT a break from stress. It makes me depressed, and half the time I end up crying or getting yelled at here.
So I’ve had the same deviantART account for like five years, right
I’m going through my old journals now and
Today was a really stressful day and I feel like I need to curl up into a ball in my bed for a month to recover.
Sigh.
DYING
I was talking to my mom about how I have to take my vitamins and upon finishing the conversation I unpaused the video I was watching on youtube
all of the sudden
“goddamn you have a nice ass..”
OMG THAT TIMING COULD NOT HAVE BEEN ANY WORSE HSAIDGGHS HAHAA
I was going to watch Junjou Romantica again tonight because they’re coming out with a new season or something
but then I remembered that it’s much more sexual than Sekai-Ichi Hatsukoi and my mom is right behind me in the kitchen
oh
sigh
One of the worst feelings - for me, at least - is the feeling that you aren’t the most important person to anyone.
I don’t often grow close to people, and when I do it’s a very tight bond and I love them and cherish them so much. They’re my world, and they mean so much to me. But.. All too frequently, I’m not quite so important to them.
I’m a disposable friend, I think. The kind that you can come to for problems, the kind that will help you through and through (or try to), and the kind who loves you completely, but also the friend who won’t openly complain or protest if you leave. So it’s easy to do, and many have done it before.
Another thing that’s hurt me in the past, something that’s completely ridiculous because I don’t want to feel this way, is when a very important person in my life gains a significant other and things happen and eventually I sort of drift off into the distance as they progress.
That’s one of the sad things about this situation of mine, even though I’m very happy for my friends finding love. I sit here and wait for the day I’m finally the most important to someone, watching as my friends disappear.
s0tc:
there’s only so much socializing i can handle before i get exhausted and just start getting annoyed of everyone and want to go home and sleep or lock myself up in my room and play video games or go on the computer
(via torn-up)
Just let this little girl dream,
Maybe it’s all she needs.
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
